honestly

i still want you

i still love you

i still need you

but you

don't need me 

you don't want me

you don't love me

rain

when the rain pour heavily 

some choose to stay in shade

some choose to walk under it

after the heavy rain

people continue 

as if the rain never happen

life is always unexpected 

it goes bad and good sometimes

and we will go thru the hard times

but some choose to stay safe

or avoid it

and some wait for it to go away

=]

i'm so bless having 

abundance of friends 

around me

supporting me 

make me strong

and never disappoint me

i'm so thankful that they uses 

their time and energy 

just to see a smile on my face

and i have that smile on my face 

thanks you so much 

my best friend
date my ex who dump me
on 13th feb
valentine eve day

ironically
found her with a love bite
& my best friend sorry note

right now ...
i wish karma will take it's place
and people who's blind
will see your true personality

i seen it i accept it
but you blindly
go with what you know best

5days for you to get in this situation
your just to easy
and it bothers me

by the way do enjoy looking to my personal stuff
eat as much popcorn and laugh as hard you like
one day i will get my popcorn sit and laughter 

gone

everything i gave you
die and gone
to me its a sign that your love is gone

if you could move on so quickly
then i will do the same
i will prove to you
that i could be happy without you

i wish we didn't meet before ...
so you could be the last girl i will be with
later on

i give a good joke

god i bet your laughing so hard up there

i really give you the best joke

you loved to see me in pain

you loved to see me with the person

with heartless soul walking around me

hurting me , killing me inside

you just love to see pure pain 

aren't you done already ?

you've taken my love from my family 

at least give me something that 

i can love and be love back 

13 feb 2012

you walk away
you lied
you told me you will stay until i will go
you made the decision as if im okay with it

and at the end you act if there's nothing happen
thanks for a "sweet" Valentine Eve

and i was so foolish to even plan something for us
i hope your happy with your decision

Just Wait

One day , i will be somebody
One day , money wont matter to me
One day , i will get you
One day , you'll be mine

One day

L.O.V.E

is a fantastic
happy
interesting
mind blowing
painful
heartbreaking

feeling that make you feel hopeless when your with the person your in love

One more chance

joyful moment when i meet you again
i taught of not attending
but i change my mind and its worth

and i will appreciate our relationship as friends
cause now i'm lack of it

Sunway Lagoon fun

running around like monkey 

playing all the theme park rides
few of the rides we play repeatedly 

in a very hype-up mood 
just non stop laughter and smile on everyone face

fun time after a tiring semester 

Actually ~

actually i miss you
i miss hanging out with you
miss seeing your smile , laugh
miss the connection
i miss every moment

but since that day
we lost that moment
and i know you have own life
but i miss you

and sadly i don't have the courage to call you out

Ma new desktop

my babe laptop have a new desktop skin

took me damn whole day to figure out

how to use rainmeter ...

this just my first try out 

when i find more inspiration i might add more stuff

my way

i tend to be health cautious
3 days i bring myself together
to actually work out
tying my best to be best in shape

have 3 app on my phone
basically about gym and health diet
......
i do hope to see some progress ...
i might upload if i see any amazing result
that might happen to me ....

my life now

is been 4months i think
anyway i don't give a damn about you anymore
if you can't accept it
i rather not waste my time

i do wonder should i act if there nothing happen
anyway , i will rather act maturely
and move on

there's always a reason for everything that happens
if your not meant to be
then you'll never be